Journal Entry: Sun May 10, 2015, 3:24 PM
Okay, so im going to need to have time to myself? Or measuring out for my stuff that I do? Something of the sort.
Its nothing big its just school is winding me up, since ive also been socializing a lot more ive been very tuckered out thinking about others, projects have been appearing left and right and without proper balance with my ADHD and my depression as well as anxiety and stress its making it incredibly hard to make myself do anything outside of things I want to do for myself and if anything thats a sign I need to balance out my schedule and I may not be there to RP, for those of you on here. Outside, I may ask for breaks or time for myself instead of hanging out with people, and explore some methods for getting rid of this stress as I try to get what I can, done.
I might have started earlier than when this announcement started, for those affected I deeply apologize. Dealing with this level of anxiety and stress is new for me and im not sure how to deal with it and I told myself I was fine with my medications and I wasn't. It didn't hit me hard until Friday and that when I needed to take a step back and restructure my thoughts. The depression while less is still active and still bugging me to no end. Never knew depression could make me feel like such a slug but there you go.
Ill let you know when im ready to get back to regular schedule, hopefully that will be close. But even I cant say for sure.